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Tuesday, 18 November 2008

  • 4 YEARS!

    hey ya`ll! damn its been almost 4 frickin years! i just found this shit and its halarious i was such a fag. hahaha anyways things are way diff now and i dont even live in cali anymore i live in illinois. anyways no one even reads this shit no ones been on in forever. anyways just updating a little cuz i have no life hahhahaha. this is ganna be fun im so back!

Sunday, 20 March 2005

  •  wow i havnt written in here for a long time! wow ok yup well hmmmmm whats been goin on. i peirced my lip, i got kicked out of norwalk for living out of the area i go to artesia now i made new friends made an enamy i guess u can call that mother fucker. i miss my friends! i like a girl.... me and sunny made out....alot..... ummm hmmm what else, oh i went on all the rides at knotts ummm i was with edgar for about 2 months then he fucked up and i broke up with him... he still has me on some sorta spell but fuck it i dont think im ganna talk to him again.... ummm i cut my hair 4 times.. now its spikey..... i have bangs...... me and esteban arent totaly alright as in friendship cuz i havnt called him in a while but we talk online.... i feel bad hes my best friendd i havnt been the best of a friend lately.... i still cry like everyday lol....ummmm i dont even know what has been going on i cant think right now..... oh i have a anger problem..... no one reads these things so why am i writting in it lol. oh yes cuz i dont have a journal right now.... man i needd one!!!!! i miss writting. oh i made this sickass poem!!! and i accually like it normally i dont like it! oh and so fare 2 poems have been published!! yay!!! well hopefully more to come... ok well im done

Monday, 01 November 2004

  • Currently Playing
    Give Up
    By Postal Service
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    hey people i know i havnt been updting in a while but i forget. so yes hi there well since i havnt updated what has been happining is that i havnt really be a good person towords esteban and i admit that. sorry esteban. we broke up. he disurves better. so yes lets see and hmmm i havnt beed so sad as of late i dont really know why. hmm so today is halloween i like halloween. i went to city hall and edgar came. we hung out walked around almost died u know the usual. it was scary we were on the top of the parking lot cuz i wanted to look at the moon which we never found dammit and then we were waliking and we had been joking saying how someone was ganna kill us and then some car came and it was driving crazy and doing curcles and shit i was freaked edgar walked like it was nothing but i know he was frightind. and then we were walking down the stairs and they were looking at us. whao scary. they were dressed in black like the black KKK iono what the hell they were. i jk about the thing. hmm so yea he told me this story about when he was like 5 and his neighbor it was so cute. anyways so yea. dont know what to write anymore. man the day is growing near. less than 2 months! well ill try not to think about it. TRY being the key word and i always end up thinking about it every day. man i need the moon. it relaxis me. i love the moon. i sat outside in the cold friday for 2 hours just looking at it.

Saturday, 16 October 2004

  • hey poeple well last night i went to knotts with luis edgar and this chik jessica whom i never met befor. shes quiet or at least she was and she has a very soft voice. anywho yea it was fun. we went through alot of mazes not so much rides i felt really bad cuz they wanted to go on supreem scream and i wasnt ganna go and they woudnt go. i told them to go dammit i new i was ganna kill it. i shouldnt have gone. and i saw esteban and john there. i dont know why i did couse esteban said he wasnt ganna go. he looked mad at me when he saw me the second time. the first time he was walking away and john was talking to me but it was only for abaout a couple seconds. anyways so yea i was trying to keep a smile on my face the whole time i was poking the monsters and telling them they turn me on and trying to make someone laugh but edgar was pre acupied to pay attention to anything  j/k. anyways so yea i havnt eaten since thursday night at 6. i have only been eating 1 time a day for a week and a half. but yesterday i didnt and im not even hungry. but man last night i was so thursty. anyways jessica was like looking her best and edgar as well but me and luis were like fuck it lol. hmmm cant really think about anything else to alk about OOO YEAH!!!!!! DAMMIT I FUCKING LOST MY MOTHER FUCKING PHONE!!!!!!!!!!! ahh im so pissed. i thought i left it in luis`s car cuz i didnt have it when we were in line to go in. and i had in when we picked up jessica and when we were on are way to knotts cuz i know cuz i was hitting my head with it. lol. and yea so i dont know what happind. im getting a new phone today surprisingly. but ok gatta go bye!

Thursday, 14 October 2004

  • Currently Playing
    12:51
    By The Strokes
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     OMG!!!!! IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY!!!! I CANT TAKE IT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! well anyways everything just sucks im seriously going insain i cant thik streght im all mixed up i havnt been feeing good man my emotions are so fucked up. im all fucked up!!!! anyways im going to knotts scarey farm tomarrow with luis edgar and this chik named jessica who sounds really nice but i havnt met her. anywho so yea im praying i feel good when i go. today i felt alot better than i have been thank u god. tuesday night is when i came to the conclusion that im going out of my mined cuz i started crying alot and having this unexplainable feeling and i prayed to got out loud crying to him asking him to help me. and i cried myself to sleep. you know what i was thinking.......what doesnt kill u makes u stonger... if thats so true then why am i not strong? anyways today was very unpredictable and would have never been thought of. i would never have thought it would acually happin. if u read this IM SORRY... hmmm lets see o yes in third i didnt really go well i did but not in class everyone left its drama so yea so me and edgar went on the stage and talked. we acually talked.it was really cool. and yea anywho IM SORRY! ok well bye.......

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